Chapter 3 of 4: Rollercoaster Ride, Again

     

     Blood, sweat, and tears, this quarter was a struggle to say the least. A rollercoaster ride, that is about how my life has been during this past few months.. again, as usual. Yeah, my life's been that messy; but I guess I am partly to blame for that. Iwas too stubborn for the life of me. I was hit so hard in the face by reality that I'm still lying on the ground today. 

     I could say that the previous first and second quarters were very draining, but I believe the third quarter is even more draining. I have acquired a lot of knowledge and had a variety of fascinating and difficult situations this quarter. To be honest, it was mostly kind of fun, but I won't deny the fact that it was also quite exhausting. I've never experienced such high levels of stress from so many different situations. I was under so much stress that I was unable to handle any more tension. 

     I entered the third quarter with a sense that whatever happens, I should know that I did my best. I'm still giving it my all. Although the amount of schoolwork has been considerable and at times feels overwhelming, I must keep going. Despite the fact that this quarter was very demanding in terms of obligations and tests, I managed to pull through each time, and I'm happy to be able to say that I made it through yet another quarter. 

     As I get closer, I realize how much I've all been through. I can, however, avoid becoming too down by just trying to find the positives in everything. Making the best of the bad is something I learned this quarter that will be valuable. And even though this quarter was extremely difficult for me, at least I was able to laugh about it. I need to keep going and at the very least finish what I started because I decided to do this. I am very proud of what I've accomplished, and I am one step close to living my life to the fullest. 

i did well, i guess?